Chronicle of an Enigmatic Scorpion...

Well.. Its been a long time since I have blogged.. Im back from my short vacation.. happy n very contended meeting my loved ones.... family get togethers are always fun n d day wen v leave them fills me with some weird feelings.... yeah weird!! I sometimes feel I may not b able to meet thm later.. wht if somethng happens to me? So I make it a point (at least try to make) tht whtever I think of doing for others I never postpone... Tht somehow gives me a sense of incompleteness.. a kind of fear engulfs me :( anyways.. Im back and will upload all my pending posts.. Many r queued up n d pile seems to be increasing (like my office work)... I daily go to office with full of energy n with a steady mind thinking I should complete my case my evening at any cost (By the way my work is to write Case studies for MBA Grads) but somehow tht thought does'nt linger for more than 15 mins... I try hard.. but I end up checking my gmail.. blog.. read articles(which are in no way related to my area of

 Happy Onam...  Im very excited.. Im going home tomoro.. Its Onam!!! Its been six months since I have seen my parents.. aww Im missing them terribly.. Missing my moms food!! Mmmmmm yummy!!! By the way my cooks super duper good.. n all my neighbors used to flock to her to taste n learn receipes frm   her.. but I never entered kitchen at my home!:P   n Im missing my dads funny one liners.. Im my dads pet too.. Im his little princess J Eagerly waiting to c my sis n her newborn..:) Excited to exchange gifts n will take loads of pics… J n Im going by air for the first time n hope evn tis experience will be cherished… buh byeeee….

Im irritated and looks like there are no sensible people around… Im tired being good.. im tired being nice to people. Im irritated like hell… OK lemme try to figure out the reasons for my low mood. Here is the breakdown: ·          Y the hell should I work on a weekend? ·          Y cant I have a decent sleep of 6hrs (am I demanding more???) ·          Y cant people appreciate me? (When they know to nag for a small fault of mine thn thy must also learn the art of appreciating for good things tht I do!!!) ·          Y shld I always compromise?? Im ready for adjustments in life but don’t want to lead a compromised life!! Tht sucks… ·          Wen I think about people around me how can they be indifferent towards me?? Are’nt they being insensitive? Awwwwwwwwwwww................... GGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!