Mood swings...


Im very talkative person by nature.. but I hv my own set of mood swings.. Right now Im in such a low mood… I dnt feel like talking to anyone.. I prefer talking to myself, atleast for some time.. hope nobody disturbs me… I feel much better when I start talking to myself.. no Im not an introvert!

I don’t really understand why people are so mean; what do they derive by acting indifferent?? Do thy find pleasure in tht?? Cant they c Im hurt? Y don’t people around make any effort to b humane.. Im very pissed off…very irritated..

 I wish I cud jus relax n wish I had a delete button on my mind… but I really dnt want to delete it.. becoz I never want to forget how they made me feel… wish someday even I cud make them feel exactly the way they made me feel.. U call it revenge and I call it scorpio sting!! Jus to show them how much it hurts.. But sometimes we become so helpless.. v cant do tht jus becoz our heart doesn’t allow us… n tis stupid feeling prevails through out the day.. sometimes I wish even I could be so insensitive!!! Im a brat (at times, not always)!!!


Comments

  1. S.A.L.3 September 2011 at 17:59

    He he... loved it! I too want those people to suffer who hurt me. I want the worst for them sometimes! :P

    You seem proud to be a Scorpio just like I am being an Arian. When is your birthday? Mine is on 26th March, 1986. Guess I'm two years junior to you. :)

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  2. Swapna 4 September 2011 at 20:25

    @shomoita: hey thnku dear... hmm didnt I tell u.. v hv similarities :)

    Yeah da u r right.. Im two years senior to u.. Mine is Oct 27, 1984.

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